Fear of a kiss

A friend of mine who asked, for an example of what it is I do at school, was the reason for this blog having been written. This was a real assignment. I had to take the roll of a first person, and make you believe in such away the turmoil surrounding a first kiss between friends, who don't want to ruin their friendship. With a kiss. This blog is a part of that made up story I came up with for my class assignment. Hope you enjoy and will comment after the reading. :-D


Have you ever met that certain someone, that just tugs at your soul? You know, kind of like saying welcome home. Now, have you ever met that someone, but been found you are to late to be with that person. Well I have. It is both frustrating and exciting at the same time. True mostly frustrating, but only because we both have morals. You see I have never been afraid of kissing a girl in my life, until this girl. Oh sure I have had apprehension, with one or two, because I had no chemistry, or the situation was just weird, you know. Anyway, the fear I have with this woman is that, I'm not sure I could stop with just the one kiss. You see we are very, very good friends. We have been for years, and I don't want to ruin a long time thing, for a short time pleasure. I say pleasure, because I already know how it would be wonderful. I have a pretty good imagination, add to that I pick up on little unconscious things people do, or say to form a fairly accurate synopsis of what a person will or will not do, given the right stimuli. Okay, let me explain how I see the kiss going down in my minds eye, to give you a better understanding where I'm coming from.

We start of kind of cuddling on a couch, or other area in which we can stretch out legs, and bodies a like. We are just talking about this and that, kind of face to face in such away that our breath is kind of mingled as we talk(whisper). We both notice the close proximity of one another, and grin. Smiling, we then lean our foreheads together, giving each other little Eskimo kisses. A innocent thing really, but our lips brush against one another during one of these nose to nose rubs, a very chaste kiss if you will. We both feel the need to press closer, but fight the urge by leaning back a little and smiling, both a little embarrassed, but asking with their eyes do we dare? Some signal is given, not in words but in a look alone. A silent agreement to give each other that one real kiss. It is something we both have been curious about, but the fear we are betraying a trust, and the awkwardness it might place on our friendship, has kept us apart. A invisible wall of our own design. This one time we agree to give it a go.

As expected it starts off a little slow. Our lips tenderly finding each other, tongues barely pushing past our teeth. As we press into the kiss a little more, our tongues meet. our teeth kind of click against each other, as our lips our crushed into the others. Breathing becomes an Olympic event all on its own as our tongues probe, lick, and duel for more of the pleasure and sensation our kiss has awakened. With the kiss our bodies start to respond in kind. Heart starts pounding, nipples start to become erect, as well as other parts. A small sheen of sweat starts forming on our skin, because our body temperature has risen and a primal need starts to guide our every action.

Now, that I have hopefully got the blood pumping. I'll stop hear, because if you will remember this is only an exercise, of how I see things progressing if a first kiss ever proceeded between friends that close. The fear that it would be to hard to stop ones self if ever such a chance was taken. The consequences of one moments pleasure, could destroy the relationships between, the two friends, and the partners they are with. My assignment was to get into the mind of a person who has had an affair, when they were not looking for one. I hope you enjoyed my attempt and my take on such a relationship, and the turn of events, how innocent flirtation can become so much bigger. By the way... I got an "A" for my work. :-D

Anyway, as always feel free to comment on this blog.